So, if you’re at all like me, people are amazing to be around most of the time and conversation, time together, and companionship make your days so much better. Then… There are those days where people are evil. It’s a crawl-under-the-bed-hide-from-everyone day.
Well I have been having a lot of those days lately. Whether it’s being away from home for the first time, or having doors shut in my face that were open before, these days have been a challenge.
I’ve always been a little panicked in situations where people change the situation. But this situation causes more stress than I even considered it might.
It makes me nervous and I feel the need to protect my sanity by mindlessly doing things that take my mind off the problems. Mostly, because I feel helpless, due to the people in control who have all the information they need to right this wrong, and yet fail to do so out of what seems to be sheer spite.
I pray for the day that this will all but put to ease, one way or another, but soon I pray. As was promised, yet still hasn’t been delivered. When will this be over I wonder? When I be free to be myself again? …… The wait continues.
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